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itsmarilynescano.
marilyn escano. plain spoken. determination. motivation. street smart & book smart. indecisive but i know what i want. shy, but i'll talk a lot once i get to know you. small, but i got a big heart. i may not be like everyone else, thats because i chose to stand on my own. dealt with a ton but i still continue to keep a smile on my face. i'm a simple open minded girl. i understand that when the tides get tough, im willing to get tougher. confident buht slowly unfolding my insecurities. my beauty lies on the inside, im just another face on the outside. smiling is what i do daily. writing is what keeps my sanity.

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xlilbabyflyx:

chloeaulait:

This is so perfect. I would cry if I ever saw this.

I would love to take a walk with a significant other under this.

When guys..

helenxiaojie:

  • wear dress shirts with the sleeves rolled up
  • say “hey, wait up!”
  • give you their jacket
  • smell good
  • are taller than you
  • help you on your homework
  • are family-oriented

(via hellodanielley)

It’s always been you, no one else. I come across all sorts of guys and even really good guys, but you’re the only thing that holds me back from trying to move on. When I talk to guys, I always look for qualities that I seen in you. & then when I come across those good guys, I always take one step forward and end up taking three steps back, just because I’m afraid. Because I’m afraid to move on. You’re the main reason why I’m so lighthearted now..

One day you’ll actually realize that I was the only person who actually really did care about you.

Vent

One day you’ll realize it’s not about looking for the perfect person. It’s about being with someone who’ll love you through everything and stay by your side throughout every struggle. One day you’ll realize that you did have a good thing. I may of not been the best girlfriend ever, but I did play my part of being a good girlfriend. No one knows you better than I do, I been around you long enough to know how you work and how you think. You may say that I dont know you well enough, but face it, we both know each other from head to toe. We think so much a like, We also share that connection. And you know exactly what I’m talking about. & no other girl will love you the way I do. You’ll probably find someone way better, but I guarantee you, no other girl is gonna love you the way I do. No one is gonna come close to what we had, because what we had perservers. And you know that. I know I wasn’t the best girlfriend, but I did try my best to put an effort. I stayed loyal to you %100. I was always there supporting you throughout every struggle, I stayed patient with you, i tried to understand you the best way that i can. and after every bumpy road we’ve reached, I still always stuck around, even the times you left, I was still always there, I never left. And till now, I’ll still always be here for you the same way. I know we came to an end twice, but I could never hate you. You been too good to me and my family. And you’ll always still be apart of the family. I miss you sometimes, because we actually did have good ass moments, we were just always too busy looking at the bad things in each other that we didn’t really pay attention to the good things. Looking back, we actually did have a lot of good memories. But now that we’ve reached an ending point, I just wanna say good luck to you and take care. Hopefully you don’t ever forget about me and my family. Because I know I won’t ever forget how good you and your family were to me. & Don’t forget about us and what we had. Because we had that special connection. But It really is time to go our separate way, and i wish you the best of luck, always.

Because you taught me so much, after everything you said, the things you said I couldn’t do, I got so much to prove to you. I experienced a lot throughout our relationship, but honestly I don’t need you anymore. I miss you sometimes, but I’m actually doing fine, and doing better without you. I’m actually doing the things I need to do. Our relationship held me back for a moment, I was too caught up with our relationship that I made it my number one priority, when I should of been focusing on what I need to do for myself. I’m getting things back on track, focusing on what I need to do and focusing on the more important things. I dont need a guy to make me happy, because im doing fine on my own. And I hope everything is good for you too. I wish you the best of luck with everything.

Who was there from the very start?

No one but me.

Any girl can spend a man’s money, ride in his car, lay up in his crib, say that she loves him, promises forever but only a REAL woman can help a man achieve his goals in life, supports him through every struggle, constantly pushes him to be successful, compliments him on a regular, never kicks him while he’s down. Instead, she lifts him up and proves her love to him every step of the way.

What really hurts…

koaorquia:

.. is knowing how fast someone can turn their back on you. With relationships, friends or anything in general, you put your time and effort into getting to know someone. You trust them, you tell them everything and then one day, you mean nothing to them. The sad part of it all, is that they have no shame in telling everyone the things you confided in them.